This is the time.

I've hit rock bottom. We're in the darkest moment and I need to take action.
Today was dreadful. I mean it was great because we went on a trip on a ship with my Mum but it's also the day I realised we were poor. I've considered myself as poor. But today as we paid our bills, I realised how bad our finances were. I'm not complaining. Life is so much more than just money and material stuffs. I don't need fancy workout gear and shoes. All I ask is a home, food and my family. But it's hard to realise and I know I need to take actions. So here I am, on a quest for a job.
Sorry for the rant, but this place is a personal diary where I share my life.