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Monday, 29 June 2015

What's Up Monday Vol. 2

AboutWhat's up Monday was designed by me for you. It is a simple list of questions to answer in order to check in and take a closer look to your life. And a new random question every week to make it more entertaining!

Why?I wanted a weekly reminder to keep blogging, something that will allow readers to share and be an active part of this blog!

The Questions!1. Biggest accomplishment
2. Thing(s) to be grateful for (come on, I know there are more than one!)
3. That didn't go as well as planned
4. Next week goal
5. Randomness
          Current obsession?

My Answers
Biggest accomplishment - Saturday.
Thing(s) to be grateful for (come on, I know there are more than one!) - I met amazing people Saturday, I had my first white night and this was just amazing
That didn't go as well as planned - Well, first finances but I don't wanna talk about this and my little binge Saturday evening (or was it Sunday morning XD)
Next week goal - Practice. Yoga. Every. Damn. Day. (<- I failed last week…)
Current obsession? Pitch Perfect and Flashlight (I haven't watched the movies while I'm writing that, I'm in the middle of the first but I plan on having watched the two movies at least three times each by the end of the week XD)

Now it's your turn! I hope you're having a wonderful Monday!
Joyfully yours,
Maylee <3

May's Diary #3 (22nd-28th June 2015)

Monday

Fitness
Part A - 10/30 24 roundsA) High Knee1) Weighted Jump Squats2) X-Jumps + Heel Kicks3) Frog Jumps2xA) 2x1) 2xA) 2x2) 2xA) 2x3) and repeat
Part B - 10/50 12 rounds1) 3 Side to Side Hops + 1/2 Burpee 2) In/Out Diamond Plank Jumps3) 2 Low Pulse Push Up + Tuck Jump
4) Knee to Feet Abs

Food
Life
Went to see a friend (M.S.) who I haven't seen for a while and overall it has been really, really nice. I go to her birthday Saturday and though I feel a bit anxious, I'm also super excited, specially since she mentioned something that makes me all eeeehhh! I went home super late (okay 22:00 is not that late but to me it is) and was soooo exhausted…


Tuesday
Fitness
1) Jump Lunge2) Star Plank Jump + Triceps Push Up3) Lunge Backwards + One Leg Jump4) Jump Forward + Jump Squat + 2 Jump Backward (weighted)2x1) 2x2) 2x3) 2x4) and go through it 3 times
Part B - 10/50 4 rounds1) Frog Abs 2) Rainbow Abs3) Alt. Scissor Toe Touch (weighted)4) Overhead 1/2 Sit Up (straight leg; weighted)

I took it easy because of my last two previous workouts that were really intense. And I felt like I missed something. 

Food
Cajun meatball, potatoe and oven-baked zucchini-eggplant-tomatoes. I made a wagon of these so I'll probably be eating them all week XD

Life
Huh. Nothing particularly interesting… Did some grocery shopping but basically I was too exhausted to do something constructive.

Wednesday

Fitness
BBG2 Week 22 Arms. I hate Lay Down variations. Except Lay Down Burpees. These are awesome. Burpees are awesome. Burpees are LIFE basically.

Food
Sweet potatoes-quinoa-feta patties with oven-baked zucchini-eggplant-tomatoes. Gosh the patties tasted amazing though they need some adjustments…

Life
Today was kind of weird and emotional. I feel anxious for an unknown reason. Let's just say that my grandma ruined another plan of us it really pisses me off. That other personal struggles have overcome today and that I have found myself with a new client that I'm not sure I want to take care of. So. Many. Things. I feel I really need to earn some money because our finances really, really suck and I feel kind of stuck. I'm not sure what to thing of this client, maybe it's the opportunity I have been waiting for for so long?
And as you may have noticed, I have (re)discovered how much Tokio Hotel means to me. Yes, I cried my heart out on Durch den Monsun. Gosh I cannot describe how this band has shaped who I am now.
And I also wrote a lot for the blog! So excited!



Thursday


Life
I'm extra motivated for this blog and the post ideas keep pouring down on me.



Friday


Life
Life's what you make it

Saturday - Sunday
The very reason why this diary is a total mess XD I was at a birthday party of one of my friend and it was so, amazingly great. Anyway, I haven't slept (white night!) and ate a bit too much junk food (I realised that after 2am, I'm tired and I need fuel and I don't have the power to resist chips
and cakes… So I've spent Sunday with a tummy ache. I'm glad I don't drink alcohol! So here's to this new week!

Friday, 26 June 2015

Life's what you make it

Do you ever feel like life's unfair? Because today I do. Just realising that I just haven't the money to live my dream wrecked me. It's terrible and overwhelming. I see people around having all they want, success, money and they achieve their goal, crushing them one by one. But you know what. They worked for it. I have to accept this. Sure some have privileges since the beginning, but most of them are just like me. But they got themselves out there and worked hard for their success.
It's not that I want the fame and the money, I just wish I had the chance to do what I love and live from it. Unfortunately, doing what I love is not something that pays the bills. I like to write, I like to help people getting healthy but I lack the opportunities to doing it at such a rate that it would pay the bills. I'm not complaining (though I confess it really sounds like it) I'm just writing down everything I have inside my heart and looking at it is really humbling.
I need to work for what I want. And this work, for now, has to be a chore, something that I don't like doing, something unrelated to what I love because, I won't survive otherwise. We say that money doesn't buy you happiness. And it's true. It's one hundred percent true. Today I'm happy. Really. I spent a wonderful day with my mum and I'm really, really happy with myself and my inner struggles. But I'm also scared and ashamed because I don't have enough money to do what I love. I'm scared to go out there, on the quest for money. No, money isn't happiness. Or joy. But money sure does help you living your dreams.
I feel like it's really pessimistic when actually it's not. I'm not a material girl, though I like pretty things. I don't feel like I need expensive, fancy workout gear, workout shoes or anything. I just want to live my dreams. I know, it's kind of selfish to say so because everyone wants to live her dreams. I'm not lazy, I want to work for it. I just don't want to do something I hate until I have enough money to start doing what I really like. I realise I'm a spoiled child. But I'm ready to work hard for my dreams.

This is the time.

I've hit rock bottom. We're in the darkest moment and I need to take action.
Today was dreadful. I mean it was great because we went on a trip on a ship with my Mum but it's also the day I realised we were poor. I've considered myself as poor. But today as we paid our bills, I realised how bad our finances were. I'm not complaining. Life is so much more than just money and material stuffs. I don't need fancy workout gear and shoes. All I ask is a home, food and my family. But it's hard to realise and I know I need to take actions. So here I am, on a quest for a job.
Sorry for the rant, but this place is a personal diary where I share my life.


Wednesday, 24 June 2015

I'm currently an emotional wreck

But let's not talk about that.
Let's just talk about this song.

Yes. I'm a Tokio Hotel. I'm not ashamed to say it. And I just realised how much they meant to me and how much they shaped the person I am today.

So yes.

Durch den Monsun 
Dan wird alles gut.


Monday, 22 June 2015

What's Up Monday Vol. 1

AboutWhat's up Monday was designed by me for you. It is a simple list of questions to answer in order to check in and take a closer look to your life. And a new random question every week to make it more entertaining!

Why?I wanted a weekly reminder to keep blogging, something that will allow readers to share and be an active part of this blog!

The Questions!1. Biggest accomplishment
2. Thing(s) to be grateful for (come on, I know there are more than one!)
3. That didn't go as well as planned
4. Next week goal
5. Randomness
          This week's randomness is: What's the last tv show you marathoned?

My Answers
Biggest accomplishment - I think starting this blog may be the top number one…
Thing(s) to be grateful for (come on, I know there are more than one!) -
That didn't go as well as planned - Me having fun and taking part to the festivities that happened in my village this last Saturday. I was way too much exhausted to go out and dance all night (ain't 20 anymore…)
Next week goal - Practice. Yoga. Every. Damn. Day.
What's the last tv show you marathoned? Arrow season 2. And I'm still drooling over Stephen Amell. I'm not even ashamed!

Now it's your turn! I hope you're having a wonderful Monday!
Joyfully yours,
Maylee <3


Sunday, 21 June 2015

May's Diary #2 (15.06.15-21-06.15)

So this is my weekly recap of how I trained and what I ate for lunch (since my other meals don't really change that much, I logged only the lunch!) I don't know if I'm gonna keep it under that form or post daily recap every day. Your thoughts?


Monday

Fitness
Part A
10/20 12 rounds (1rep)
1) Heel Kicks
2) Dynamic Lunges
3) Jump Lunge + Jump Squat
4) SB Low Jacks

Part B
3 rounds
2x10 Weighted One Leg Step Ups
20x Sumo Dead Lifts
2x10 Weighted One Leg Step Ups
2x12 One Leg Elevated Bridge
2x10 Weighted One Leg Step Ups

12x Weighted One Leg Elevated Lunge
10x Weighted Jump Squats
12x Jump Lunges

Lunch
The usual and for lunch I had oven baked bulgur with zucchini, dried tomatoes, black olives and parmesan with roasted lamb sirloin. 

Life
Did nothing particular, just got prepared for the celebration in my village… 

Tuesday

Fitness
Part A - 10/50 16 rounds 
3 Jump Squats + 1/2 Burpee
Jump Lunge + DB Curl & Press
Surfer Kick Out + Tuck Jump
Clean & Press Squat + Plyo Star Jump

Part B - 5/25 16 rounds 
High Knee
Alt. DB Front Raises
DB Clean & Press
Upright SB Rows
Bentover Fly + Row


Lunch
Typically vaudois with a "taillé aux greubons, salade and 1/2 avocado.

Life
Went to Ikea to buy some goodies, the most important being a pink mug, because I like my tea in huge, pink mug. 

Wednesday

Fitness
Bikini Body Guide Week 21 Arms 
This one killed me, I also grunted like a tennis man in deep pain on all of the push ups. And yes I did some of them on my knees. Then I struggled to open the water bottle to have my usual post-workout lemon water (yes I squeezed the juice before)

Food
Chinese noodles my way. My dad used to cook them for me loooong time ago. Still amazingly tasty!

Life
Gosh, my life is so uninteresting right now but basically I wove some beaded bracelet to sell during the celebration in my village. 

Thursday

Fitness
Part A - 10/30 20 rounds# Jump Squats
2 Cross Jacks + Tuck Jump
Reverse Grip Pull Up with Equalizer
Jump Lunges
Pull Up with Equalizer 
Weighted Squat + Kick

Part B - 10/50 16 rounds
One Leg Deadlifts R
One Leg Deadlifts L
10 High Knees + 10 Climbers
Low Jacks with Jump Lunge

Lunch
Crockpot with zucchini, brown rice and grass-fed beef minced meat

Friday

Fitness

Part A - 10/50 20 rounds
3 Pulse Squats + Box Jump
2 Crossleg Lunge + Tuck Jump
3 Times Push Ups
Broad Jump + 1/2 Burpee + 180 Jump
Push Up + 2 Reptile Tuck

Part B - 5/25 12 rounds
Shoulder Press
Bentover Row
Biceps Curls
Scarecrow

Food
White fish in safran-yoghurt-almond sauce with cauliflower and potatoes

Life
The night was the first day of the festivities in my village and I went to listen to some music shows and crashed in bed at 22. I know I'm an old lady… I couldn't sleep before 1am because there was another show going on just under my windows… I guess that's the disadvantage of living in a small apartment in a crammed village… 

Saturday

Fitness

Part A - 10/20 30 rounds (3*2x)
Cross Touch Squat Jumps (weighted)
Plyo StarSumo Push Ups (with Sandbag)
Duck Under + One Leg JumpSupergirl Push Up

Part B - 10/50 12 rounds
2 Side Jump Lunge + 2 Side Punch + Tuck Jump
Sumo Squat Side Leg Lift
SB Clean & Press + 1/2 Burpee
Cross Climber

Lunch
Ebly, zucchini and chicken salad

Life
Second day of the celebrations at my village and I spent the day holding a small booth where my Mum and I sold our handmade jewelry. It was nice though the night ended with a music show just under my window and I didn't sleep all that well. I was wayyyy too tired to take part to the festivities which I regret…

Sunday

Fitness
Rest Day

Lunch
Zucchini-feta fritters with smoked salmon

Life
I mostly worked on the blog while recovering from the weekend! 




I hope you all had a lovely week! Bring on Monday!

Joyfully yours
Maylee <3




Raw Blogging #1

Hello!
This is my first Raw Blog Post, a post where I speak the honest truth of my heart and where I lay my deepest thoughts to your eyes. You may disagree, and I totally understand. I will respect your opinion as long as you respect mine. With that being said, let's move on.

I've been a part of the virtual fitness and health world for quite some time now and what amazes me the most (sadly) is the rise of trends and other faddy theories you can spot all over. And it makes me angry. It makes me angry because everywhere I look, I see people praise for a particular diet style or food, a miracle method of training. And everyone jump in the bandwagon and adopt the craze just because it worked for some or because a study prove by A + B that C was the best idea of the century.

The domain where it shocks me the most is the domain of food. Everywhere, you see praises for a particular aliment and why you should change your whole diet to adopt this new elixir. I've come to realise how we get over-exited by a particular ingredient and how some, like the so-called "super foods", are praised and enhanced. We got all over ourselves for quinoa, green tea, nuts and now it's the chia seeds and I don't know what else.

Don't get me wrong, I think super foods are great and that they are really healthy and good for our organism but where I feel like something is wrong is when you try so hard to adopt the food trend that you ship up the inner voice of your body just to fit in the trend. I speak from personal experience, because, yes, almonds are super healthy, yes, they are packed with good nutrients and healthy fats but they cause me major breakouts. So no, I'm not okay with almonds in every meal.

There is also something that upsets me with all the gluten-free craze. Some people are actually gluten intolerant, and trust me they're living in hell. They have major troubles because of it, not just a slight bloating. I feel like a lot of people out there just jumped in the trend and began to hunt down the poor evil gluten. My grandma has been eating white bread and white pasta for the past 85 years, and boy, you cannot even guess she's 85. So I've some troubles to see where the problem is with gluten. If it really makes you feel better, okay then, but it won't make you lose weight or become healthier.

I'm not speaking about vegan or vegetarian diets so please, don't throw rotten tomatoes at me. I'm talking about how we tend to go crazy for a particular food and how we forget to listen to our body. What works for you may not work for me, or she, or he. We can be so convinced that a particular superfood will be the miracle cure

I felt that I had to share my opinion, specially since my blog is so young and fresh. Because what I will present you here is what works for me, what I learned from my studies and sometimes what I've learned didn't work for me but might work for you. I think we need a basic understanding and knowledge of what is good for us but we also must to listen to and tune with our body instead of following blindly some fad trend. We are all unique and we must respect that. So please, before you dive head first into another trend, check with your body if it's okay!

Stay happy and healthy!
Joyfully yours,
May <3


Saturday, 20 June 2015

Even More About Me

What you may need to know about me is that I haven't always been healthy and fit. I was a pretty active child and I used to do a lot of sports (walking, horse riding, volley-ball) During my high school years I slowly began to eat more and move less, this paired with some hard times on the personal level (change of surroundings, etc…) led to some extra weight. First, I didn't really care. I was okay with my body and my mind. But then university came and I wanted to make a change. I wanted to eat better to lose a bit of weight. It all started nice and simple, I just decreased the portion size and slowly, but surely, lost weight. 
Then came summer 2011. The worst summer of my life. Personal issues took over, paired with a frustration as I couldn't lose any more weight. So I decided to begin to train. I totally hooked on HIIT and began doing small, short sessions I designed myself based on what I have found on internet. Since that time, my method had barely changed.
But it all went out of control when I began to only eat 600 Kcal a day while training 15-30 min 6 days a week. I already had began binge eating during summer (and looking back I realise that I was kind of a binge eater long before I wanted to lose weight) and with the drop in calorie intake, my crisis increased. I used to blame myself for the crisis and punish me with extra workouts and even less food.
Thankfully, on Christmas 2011, my Mum (the most amazing woman in this world, period) kicked me out of it. She began counting calories just to make me realise how little I ate and the truth is, I honestly had no idea I was eating so little! Hunger had become an old friend of mine and was welcoming it, so happy to feel it in my stomach (other ED warriors will relate I think). Winter 2012 was a living hell for me. I had come to the point I didn't really care of how I look, as long as I could control what I ate and still feel that hunger (and that the number on the scale decreased every day). Honestly I didn't really care of how I looked, I didn't compare myself to others or looked for a particular weight or a particular body, I just wanted to be in control and that the number on the scale keep dropping. I went through rough times with serious binge eating crisis but slowly the situation settled as I increased my calorie intake (note that I didn't change anything to my fitness routine because this had become a part of my therapy). It was a slow process and my Mum helped me a lot with it. I stopped looking at the scale (my Mum looked at it to make sure I wasn't losing anymore weight) and I ate more. And more. And more. I had ups and downs during this phase with crisis when I relapsed and I realise that counting calories is also a form of control but it keeps the binge eating away (which is the most dreadful thing I've ever lived, I may talk about in another post). During this period I learned a lot about myself, my body and my mind and I'm still learning.
It took me three years. Today I haven't fully recovered because I'm still counting calories and I still have phases when I feel terrible about my body. Calorie counting is a really bad thing but it helps me to neither eat to less nor fall into binge eating. I'm not eager to share this personal experience because this is not what I want to promote and my aim with this blog is to help girls and women to feel the joy of being fit without having to fall into the extremes I have lived. This is way I started this blog. This is why I wrote this post. I want to be honest and share my experience with you, hoping that maybe you won't make the same mistakes. I hope I'll be able to provide you knowledge on how to live a balanced, healthy and fit life. I know I'm not a perfect exemple and I wil certainly preach for things I am not yet able to apply to myself (like not counting calories) but I will try to grow through that blog. Just like I hope this will help you grow and thrive. 
If you have any other personal questions, feel free to ask them in a comment below! 
With that I hope you'll enjoy your journey to fit and that I will help you either avoid or overcome the struggles I went through!
Joyfully yours,

Maylee <3

Friday, 19 June 2015

Obsessed...

… with those.

I just can't decide which colors though I really, really like the hot lava ones…




Aren't they pretty?

Found here



Wednesday, 17 June 2015

My Experience with BBG

My Experience with Kayla Itsines's Bikini Body Guide

She has taken over the virtual fitness world. In barely a year, she had become the international fitness guru of literally milions of girls thorughout the entire world. Kayla Itsines's successful training program had touched and changed the life of so many people around here that it's difficult to ignore her.
I discovered her two years ago, summer 2013 to be precises and she was barely famous within Australia at that time (she haven't published her first BBG yet!) I was immediately hooked by her personality, her genuine kindness and her genuine desire to help girls getting healthy and fit. To be honest, she was my main motivation and inspiration when I decided to become a personal trainer because I really liked the message and the philosophy she shared with her clients and her Instagram followers. But, despite all this, I never purchased her guides because I was honestly fine with my own training routine. I saw her grow and evovlve, gathering more and more followers and amazing girls, I saw all the bbgsisters transforming, getting even more amazing. But I stayed away of the slowly growing frenzy.

One year ago, a blogger mentioned she was doing the BBG1 and I was super happy to see someone outside Australia knowing her and her program. This blogger mentioned how hard Kayla's workouts were and this convinced me to buy the first training guide (with the HELP nutrition guide because I was curious to know her advices, not because I felt like I needed them). I did BBG1 and purchased BBG2 immediatly when it went out.

At first I really enjoyed the results, I gained strength on the upper body (yay to guns!) and I felt my stamina increase. I struggled with the arms workouts and sometimes with the legs ones (though never with the abs which tend to bore me). I made it through the first BBG, took a break and get back to my routines. Then I did it again afterwards to get ready for BBG2 (though I only went thourgh the workouts once making it lasts only 6 weeks instead of 12). I did week one and two of BBG2 (the first kaylamovement had just begun on IG) and gave up. I was getting bored of the workouts, always the same exercises, always the same ways. I longed for my own designed routine that I planned the day before just how I felt it without any strains (I admit I might have adapt the BBG routine to suit me but at that time I was really getting bored of the exercises and doing abs and arms tended to annoy me and I felt like wasting my time).
But I took what I've learned from the BBG and included it in my routine. Doing more arms and more AMRAP kind of workouts. I gained strength in my shoulders and arms and proudly saw my muscles growing. Until now, it was pretty good, pretty well and I was happy.

However, truth is, something was wrong. I don't want you to think I'm complaining or critisising Kayla's work, but it just didn't work for me. Two months ago I decided to do an two year old routine. And oh boy it was hard. I barely hit the number of reps by exercises and I was utterly exhausted afterwards. And when summer and the sun came back, I tried my old shorts only to realise that my thighs had grown huge and big. First I was okay, that's muscle, yay to gain! But believe me, it wasn't. It was fat, good old fat. I was so upset I began to browse through my old workouts, re-doing some of them to try to figure out what was wrong. And I found what was wrong. I had given up the high intensity side of things, not pushing myself to my max, planning workouts that would avoid me pain due to the building up of lactic acids in the muscles and not doing enough strength training where my muscles would be pushed hard. I got lazy and a bit bored, doing the same exercises over and over. I felt weak and slow and not being able to do two year old workouts really pissed me.

So yeah, Kayla's Bikini Body Guides might work for you, I still believe they are great guides and smart workouts but they're just not for me. Now I'm back on track with my old routine and hell yeah, I feel a hundred times better, pushing hard everytime for shorter period of time.

EDIT - Please go read THAT amazing post by Linn Löwes on her blog because she perfectly summarised my thoughts about Kayla's guide.

Tuesday, 16 June 2015

May's Diary #1

So the past few weeks had been pretty hectic and I've found myself trapped in a whirlpool of events and today I felt the urge to keep a track of what happened in my life. I guess it all began Tuesday (June 2nd) when I had to drive my Mum to the ER because of her gall bladder. Nothing really bad, rest reassured. Decision was made she had to go to survey the next Thursday. So my life had been a bit shaken with all the trip to the ER, doctors I had to make. To add a little fun, I strained a muscle in my back last Monday (8th) and I had to go easy with my workout (understand I trained my legs so much I was sore for the whole week…) And, the extra touch of fun, my Grandma made another anxiety crisis and with my Mum recovering from her surgery, I had to drive her to the ER (Friday12th), again nothing really bad, just her usual drama. 

Now I feel a bit calmer and here I am, writing on this blog. During the past years, I've started so many blogs it's almost ridiculous but I hope this time is the right time. I feel like I need to keep a track of my fitness an health journey and hopefully I'll be able to keep up. Just for that would be great ;P Sorry if this place still seems raw, it's a work in progress but I know that if I wait for it to be all pretty with a perfect design, I'll never post anything, so here it is. 

Have fun and stay happy and healthy, 
Joyfully yours, 
May <3

Hello There! And Welcome!


Well then, hello you! Welcome here! I guess this is the place where I have to introduce myself so here we go!

About me
I'm a twenty-something girl from Switzerland with a passion for all things fitness and health. That involves fancy workout gears, healthy food and workout exercises.  I am also addicted to green tea which might be (or might not) be a bad thing. When I'm not busy planning workout or browsing recipes, you can find me wasting my time on blogs and/or doing craftsy things.

I am an absolute yoga beginner eager to improve, a certified Personal Trainer with a honest desire to share her passion and a Nutrition Coach in learning. I also like to think I am a prolific writer and I still haven't totally give up my dream of becoming a published author. Once. Maybe. Probably. 

Check this post to learn even more about me

About This blog
If it's your first time here (lucky you, you haven't been intoxicated yet), you better be warned that this blog is a bit of a mess, a mix of everything that is me. It is raw and personnal and you may not like it. If you don't I let you leave this place unharmed. But if you do like it, please be welcome and I hope you'll enjoy your time here.


I've always wanted a place where I can share how I feel and what I've experienced throughout my journey to health. If you want to know more I encourage you to go read this post. I love to write and I am a really passionate kind of girl. I wanted a place where I can share my opinions and views about various topics because the health and fitness world is such an amazing yet dangerous place to live in. I wanted a place where I can get over enthusiast or drastically hateful toward a particular subject. I just wanted a place where I can be me and let my mind flow and poor its thoughts on the (virtual) paper. 

Joyfully yours,
Maylee <3

PS: I made another post here where you can read my full story!